When I was messaging and communicating with you I

When I was messaging and communicating with you I was going through a dark place inside. I know you just wanted me to make yourself feel good now. I'm just showing this to move on now. Yes how I was acting like in these texts was embarrassing and low self worth. But I just wanted to feel like I was being loved in a way again and not feeling like a ugly woman that no one will ever want to be with or around. I got angry when you didn't message me I knew you were online and I knew you were just rejecting me. It hurt but I guess that what you and your friends wanted to see.
But at least for me I'll be okay being by myself now and not feeling like I need relationship to live a good life. I was scared for my life because I knew inside something not right about the poeple you are around or where around also you. I like you just because I had trauma bond with you and that wrong. I don't care about how people will view me. I  just want you to be the last man I feel this low about. Never again

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